Today is the day I start trying to reconnect with old friends. I might as well throw in some new ones too. Let's see if I'm physically prepared to handle such situations,
Clean Bathroom-Check
Clean Living Room-Check
Clean Bedroom-Not so much, but who sees that...
Clean Bowser-......Maybe later.
Alright, so I'm off to an ok start. But to make the glass seem half full the new artwork lining the walls gives me a sense of Jazmyne. It may seem a bit egotistical but what's wrong with a healthy ego? I might as well line the bare walls of my apartment with pictures I like and what better than pictures I have drawn myself. Keep in mind only one of them is actually of myself. We want a healthy ego, not a bulbous one oozing with narcissism.
Anyway, I'm getting a bit off track. What I'm trying to say is, I'm filling heartache and sadness with things I love. People, Friendship, and Art. If I could change the world that's all anyone would ever need. That and pizza, cuz, you know, it's pizza, gotta have it.
I've stopped my ridiculous obsession with love (for now) in hopes of becoming an independent woman. I've closed a door and have opened a window for a little fresh air. Maybe it's time to join a yoga class or take belly dancing lessons. I may go wild with the possibilities. Carpe Diem my friends. Today is THE day.
As for my tiny wishes, I wish for the best of things to happen to my best of friends. We'll call him S. S, my love, for that is what you'll always be, I hope that we can be friends again. I hope that we won't sever ties and lock up feelings. Vulnerability is not a weakness. It's a powerful thing. So, may good things come your way and countless opportunities knock on your door. When we meet again let a new light shine on what we hide behind false words and negative feelings.
This is my first entry in my new blog, I'll make things fancy nancy later, until then, bear with me.
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I am so happy for you, and for those of us who get to read your blog. I'm glad that you're working on becoming an independent woman, I myself have been eyeing that opportunity to better myself, but for now, i'll stick to school, and leave the emotional healing to you, then we can switch later down the road. That sounded a bit rude when i looked at it... but you my dear are the stronger one when it comes to emotional situations, so i shall leave those to you for now, and you can coach me later. I'm wondering if I can somehow get updates through my e mail when you post a new entry. I love you Jazmyne.
ReplyDeleteOh Jaz.. I am beyond happy you started this blog! I love this post, you are amazing. And of course.. I cried reading the last paragraph! (You already know I am a baby, lol)
ReplyDeleteI love you Jazmyne, good luck with all of these positive changes! And if you need anything, holler.
Congratulations, Jazmyne! I couldn't agree with you more about reconnecting with old friends. Why is it so hard?
ReplyDeleteOne closed door behind us means there are at least two more ahead of us.
Megan-That's why I come crying to you for advice eh? LOL I love you girlie, I am SO proud that you've gone back to school. Honestly, I know so many people that don't have that type of ambition. That's why we're best friends ;)
ReplyDeleteLiz-You are a crybaby lol but wait until you see me. I will cry at cute old couples hand in hand because I want to be like that someday. I did that once at a Wendy's, it was ridiculous. But thank you for being there, you've always been one of my favorite people.
Deneice- I couldn't agree more, now it's time to step through those doors! :)
Yay for fresh starts. You deserve it. I know you will find happiness Jaz.
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